Where do I start? The beginning?

I am going to give this blogging thing a shot. I really just want to regurgitate my thoughts, my life, and my insanities. Can I be uncrazy? This is my question in life, my pursuit of happiness. I just want to be normal, what the hell is that anyway? Is there such a thing? IS ANYONE NORMAL? My plan is to blog my whole life as it comes to me in dribs and drabs. Reliving my childhood over and over in my head has created a vast cluster of garbage that I can no longer keep up there. It must go; and so to all (or any) of you who happen to come across this and read my posts, I offer my apologies and my guarantee that this is all true and as whacked as it sounds. YOUR COMMENTS ARE WELCOMED. I do hope that people will read and comment so that maybe I can find out where I am on the crazy scale. Side note: the term 'crazy' is not meant to offend; I have felt 'crazy' my whole life and I am a certifiable nutcase diagnosed with bi-polar disorder – therefore I make no apologies. I have earned the right to use this word while referencing myself. Okay, I'm off the soapbox.

My head is overly cramped today with thoughts and replays of this past weekend. I cried more than I smiled, I wanted to sleep the entire time and as much as I tried, I could not escape my family. Here's the kicker...I LOVE MY FAMILY, it's me that I want to run away from.